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We're all misfits, alright, you big, big bunch of misfits.
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You're a scrappy little misfit, just like me Biggest bunch of misfits I've ever seen either.
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Good morning misfits.
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You are tuning in into another episode of the Misfit Podcast.
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On today's episode we are doing a listener Q&A.
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Anytime that we do a Q&A we make sure that the Discord questions are answered first before we move on to social media.
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So if you're listening to the podcast following the programming and haven't gone on to discord yet, discordgg forward slash.
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Misfit athletics.
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Um, if you have no fucking clue what I'm talking about, think like kind of old school when we would do people would do Facebook groups or comment section on a website.
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It's a way for athletes to come together, talk shit, communicate with coaches, communicate with one another, share scores, et cetera.
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I think one of the best additions that we've had to kind of the ecosystem in a really long time.
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Before we get into that, as always, life chat.
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Hi Hunter, hey Drew.
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I had my first crumble cookie in a very long time yesterday, wow.
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One of them.
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Wow, yeah, one of my we going old school here, we going Snapchat.
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Snapchat.
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Man, that's been a minute.
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Yeah, it was one of my-.
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Yeah, I don't.
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So I moved to not near crumble.
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I don't drive near it, I don't live near it anymore, which is probably a good thing.
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Three pounds Financially and metabol crumble I don't drive near it.
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I don't live near it anymore, which is probably a good thing.
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Three pounds financially and metabolically.
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Yeah, yeah, I don't know if, um, they're not cheap.
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It's like a five dollar cookie yo, that's cheap nowadays apparently that's like a five, but I mean like calories per dollar, like that was a fucking 800 cal cookie, so like right on like you get, you pay from.
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You pay more for less with other things.
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But yeah, one of the metabolic fuckery, though.
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Does it feel like you ate 800 calories?
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no, it's kind of sneaky like.
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It's like it's just one cookie, right.
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It's like that's one cert.
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Like the serving size on crumble cookies is one quarter of a cookie, which is a real fucking troll.
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It's like 200 calories.
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It's like, oh, that's a perfectly reasonable like amount for a cookie.
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It's like like wrong bitch, that's one quarter of a cookie, but any, yeah, one of my, one of the members, had her four, four year gym-iversary that's what she, what she calls it.
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So got a crumble cookie.
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Thanks, heather, it was delicious.
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I ate it all last night 10-ounce ribeye is the equivalent.
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How beautiful is that.
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How many grams of fat is in a 10-ounce ribeye, like 36?
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Where did it go?
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That was a pure guess, so if I'm right, I'm a genius 63.
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63 grams of fat in 10-ounce ribeye.
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It says 291 grams of ribeye is 69 calories, 69 grams of protein and 63 grams of fat.
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That protein though.
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Yeah, right.
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I mean, I know, ribeyes are obviously a little fattier, but five, 60 plus two.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, yeah, where's the fucking nutrition here?
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Crumble, they got those fucking sneaky bitches.
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Oh there it is.
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Nutrition information.
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Zero grams of carbohydrate.
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Yeah, yeah, the confetti milkshake cookie.
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That's what I.
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That was the gift I receive.
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That is 930 calories per per dessert.
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Yes, that's a quick 930 snap.
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Only 45 grams of fat that's better than I thought.
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120 carbs 120 carbs that's serviceable for me in one cookie in one cookie 120 grams of carbs a lot of all-purpose flour, a lot of all-purpose flour and sugar in that bitch uh.
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And, and best part, five grams of protein.
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Wow, yeah, she, uh, that cookie thick, she thick.
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It's new with you.
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I don't think I have, I don't think I have much for a snack chat.
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I gotta, I gotta, I gotta talk to the community about Russell Wilson.
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I need some help here, so, and I wish.
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I could.
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I wish I could help.
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I'll I'll lay it out for you.
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All right.
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Steelers have two above average but not great quarterbacks on the same team.
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One of them runs the ball really well, but if you're three feet away from him he might bore a hole in your body, throwing the ball 600 miles an hour through you.
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Not a lot of touch on his passes, as they say.
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The other one Is that fields or wilson, yeah, that's fields wilson, former mvp.
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Um, it's been a long time since he played at the mvp level, but he is still russell wilson um a lot of touch on his passes.
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But like, can he still run?
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Getting outside of the pocket's a huge thing.
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I don don't think he belongs on the Pittsburgh Steelers, it's the Steel City.
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He's a fucking dweeb.
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If anyone watched the Chappelle show and maybe this is a little too topical, but Chappelle show he would do the skits as P Diddy and he was always wearing lip gloss and going like dancing and stuff.
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And he gives off that vibe like even his you know the little like Russell Wilson gives off that vibe, yeah he's.
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He's douchey, not in like a mean way.
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It's like they're laughing at you, not with you, sort of a thing.
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Like he thinks he's kind of like the coolest man alive and like sort of puts that out there and he couldn't be further from that.
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And the Steelers have always been like hard nose, run the football.
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It's a cold city, it's yeah what I mean, like it's got like a Gotham vibe to it, it's just so.
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Anyways, he played his first game of the season on sunday night against the jets.
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Looked terrible in the first half.
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Got it together.
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They dropped 37 points on the jets, which is a lot of points to score on the jets.
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Um and, like I, wanted to talk, that's good or the jets not bad.
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They have good defense.
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Jets have defense.
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Well, they did.
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I guess they gave up 37 points to russell wilson in his first game in about a year.
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But I don't.
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I wanted to like.
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People were giving me shit all week, especially a lot of my college friends or broncos fans.
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They had to endure the russell wilson experiment where they paid him a kajillion dollars and he sucked so.
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So they've been talking shit leading up to this and I want to talk shit back, but I can't because I don't like him.
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I don't want him to play.
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Yeah right, that's tough to support.
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I don't know if he ends up playing well, do I need to get over it?
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Yeah, I mean, I think you don't have to like him, he just has to put up fucking Russell Wilson's, not my quarterback and it's like well, he kinda is yeah, he is your quarterback.
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You don't have to like it, but you gotta deal with it fuck, I need to make a t-shirt, not my quarterback.
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I'll get some.
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He'll sell that too so I don't know how to feel about it.
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Like the Steelers have a receiver.
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That's very good with a deep ball and that's russell wilson's thing.
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He throws these fucking moon shots where apparently, as the receiver, it's a lot easier to catch a ball against a defender when it's coming down, because the defender can't see it.
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You can see it and you can make a catch in space.
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If it's a laser, then you're trying to like reach around over the guy he can see it and get in the way of it just as much as you can, sort of a thing.
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So like there's like a technique to the deep ball with how high you throw it apparently, and he's like sometimes you're just like where's he throwing that?
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And then it just drops right in the fucking bucket lands in someone's lap.
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Damn, when did he?
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When was he the mvp with seattle?
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Yeah was he, was he, was he actually?
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Is he actually good or was that team just good enough, like he just was good on that team?
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Yeah, I mean, I remember him being oh, he's never one being good one.
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He's never.
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He's never what.
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He's never.
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Won the mvp.
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Interesting, I thought he had.
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Well, fuck, I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about.
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That make you feel better, yeah now the steelers don't even have an mvp quarterback no, no.
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So yeah, um, I just don't know how to feel about it.
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But, he I mean he won the Super Bowl in.
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I think it says the most productive year of his career was 2018.
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So we're a little removed from that.
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He's a little bit older.
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It's been a minute.
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Even like his cadence, like hearing his voice, is bothersome for me.
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It's like nailed, that's the worst.
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He's just like.
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I just don't like anything about you all right.
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I've arrived at a conclusion.
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I don't need any advice.
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He's not my quarterback.
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Yeah, I will report back on whether he becomes my quarterback you're welcome.
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You're welcome for the help yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, all right, so q a episode.
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Question number one from discord from the shamus right now I'm not planning on doing the open.
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I'm trying to embrace the process of just improving on my own fitness, even knowing I don't have that sort of rabbit to chase of the open once a year.
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Any tips or suggestions for continuing to practice what we do without having an end goal?
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Those two ideas seem mutually exclusive to me.
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You don't have.
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I want to make progress, but I don't have a definition of what progress is.
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I want to get better, but I don't have a definition of what better actually means.
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I want to continue to practice without having a target to practice towards.
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Yeah, I mean there's there's so your advice, yes, I think like creating targets has to be part of it.
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Has to be part of it like what?
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yeah, so maybe that any tips or suggestions to continuing to practice like well with it.
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But I mean, the question says do without having an end goal, the the answer is you need to have some sort of goal, otherwise you're just going to kind of walk around in circles.
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Um, I think that that can.
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That goal can be whatever you want, obviously, whether it's you know whether it's in a specific metric in, but yeah, I think it's.
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To me it's like the, it's like where are you headed?
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Just gonna start walking aimlessly in a in a random direction and see what happens.
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That's, yeah, my critique of the question yeah.
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So for me I'm picking pieces out of this Um, there's a point in time for a lot of athletes where you get into the gym, you get into CrossFit, the like.
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The way to continue to get more and more of the thing that's fun for you in a way is like, oh, this isn't fitness anymore, this is competing.
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Way is like, oh, this isn't fitness anymore, this is competing.
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Um, and then you get to a point where you're like did I, did I like mean to become a competitor or did I just want, like, more community, more, you know, time in the gym, like that sort of thing and, like, I personally continue to want to be stronger, fitter, more skilled, whatever it is, and I don't participate in the open, and for me it's more because I would hurt myself if I did it, but I think I identify with the like.
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Okay, then what is the thing that I'm trying to do?
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And then the other piece is he used the word end, and that stuck out to me the most right, like so many people.
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I mean, you could, honestly, you would be a great person to speak to this hunter because you continue to get after it and like end goal doesn't sound like the right word, it's like when would this end?
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Like I've decided that constantly very functional movements performed at high intensity is going to like give me longevity, so I'm going to continue to do it.
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So your end goal is what don't die like yeah, you know that's funny.
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I was literally going to say like that's well, the end goal is like don't die sooner than I have to.
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You know, it's like so.
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So I think to me those are the two things that pop up and for me, I have to have these little nuggets laying around.
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I got to have my.
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I want a strict press 225.
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I got to have my.
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I want my, my FTP test on the bike to get up into the, you know, mid to high 200 watt range, things like that.
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Like that works for me.
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I personally need that.
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It's a way to hold myself accountable.
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Like that works for me.
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I personally need that.
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It's a way to hold myself accountable when I feel like I'm working out for GPP and like my fitness just exists somewhere out in the abyss.
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I lack the level of motivation that I do when I'm a little bit more focused, but that doesn't mean that he's going to feel that same way.
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Yeah, I think I mean again yeah, it probably goes.
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You made an interesting point and the first part of the question says right now I'm not planning to do the open One.
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There's an implication that, like that could change if given proper motivation or reasoning, but I'd be curious to know why I'm not.
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We're not going to turn this into a like.
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This is why you should do the open podcast.
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It's more like well, what's is what about?
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Doing?
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The open is like not, you know what is it?
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Is it actually the crossfit open?
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Is it the pressure?
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to compete.
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Is it the talk to him about this before, like weeks two through eight of a phase dude just?
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Puts his head down and works and grinds through it.
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He gets in his head on test and retest, online qualifier, open stuff, and I think it puts him in a place of like not enjoying what he's doing he wants to show up he wants to work out and, like I'm I'm probably, you know, taking some liberties here with explaining it, but that's to me how I viewed my conversations with him about this stuff.
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So the the prep.
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So then it sounds to me like it's just the pressure of doing well in a, in a single workout, in a test, that it's like it's just difficult to justify.
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Yeah, okay, that it's like it's just difficult to justify, yeah, okay, um, yeah, I mean, I think you just it just a lot of it comes down to.
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It's not.
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The question shouldn't be how to continue to practice without having an end goal.
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It's what goal would motivate you to continue to work and practice and improve on what you're doing, such that you reap the benefits of CrossFit but don't have to worry about the thing that is stressing you out, which sounds like it's some, some level of competition or maybe towards though.
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Um me personally.
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I don't think I've ever asked you that question.
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Uh, yeah, I mean, I, like I.
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I think fortunately for me, I started working out at a young enough age that it's become a.
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It's just become a lifestyle and a habit for me.
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It's like I could.
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I'd be curious to know.
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I was thinking about it the other day for one reason or another.
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Um, like, I've probably worked out five days a week for since I started working out at age 13 or four.
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Uh, what would that?
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14, like a freshman in high school?
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Um, so the last like well over 50% of my life.
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Um, mostly just because it's, it's a like, I enjoy it and the benefits are like, I think part of it, part of it's a little bit more personal with the, my family's, like the, the genetics of the family of the little family that I have left Sounds kind of dark but, like most of my family, on both sides have died from some sort of chronic chronic disease, not particularly like, I guess a lot.
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A lot of them were pretty unhealthy.
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Mom's side had a lot of has a lot of alcoholism and just general kind of like poor health, poor lifestyle choices, that sort of thing.
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And that's not to to blame them.
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Every, you know, every generation has their own, their own thing, thing, um and same thing, same thing kind of on my, on my dad's side, and I had two grandparents who went through the the Alzheimer's thing and I think that that that terrifies me a little bit, uh, to have that sort of genetics Um.
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But we're also learning a lot about what um like just just things we can do to avoid that.
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And it's also becoming pretty clear that chronic disease like we crossfit knows knows how influential diet and exercise can be on like just standard chronic diseases like you know, heart disease, cardiovascular disease, all that sort of stuff is is highly preventable.
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But it's even like they call alzheimer's type 3 diabetes.
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Now it's it's effectively just a, a branch off of poor metabolic health, um.
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So I think that that, combined with, just like the fact that it's it's part of my, it's part of my life.
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I don't like the idea of not being physically, physically capable doing things.
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There's some, there's something probably in that too, being like a self self-sufficient human, um, but, and crossfit's just I think it's the most effective way to do that.
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It's also the like.
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I wrote this and I wrote an email series to the members about the hundred words of fitness, world-class fitness in a hundred words.
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And one of the justifications I have for CrossFit is that you can, it's you do it for life.
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It's not.
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It's like you go, if you go to a personal trainer, you buy personal training or something like that You're.
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And then they're like I want you to build me a, an eight week program or something.
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It's like that, okay, build me a, an eight-week program or something.
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It's like that okay, your cscs is going to build you an eight-week training program.
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And then it's like well then, what are you going to do?
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You're just going to do that eight-week training program again.
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Are you going to pay for another one?
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Like, and then, what's the goal?