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We're all misfits, all right, you big, big bunch of misfits.
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You're a scrappy little misfit, just like me Biggest bunch of misfits I ever seen either.
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Good morning misfits.
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You are tuning into another episode of the Misfit Podcast.
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On today's episode we have a special guest page, simenza.
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We are going to check in on page and do a little rogue invitational recap.
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Um, but before we get into that, as always, life chat hunter page.
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Hello, how are we doing?
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doing well, good, good I got a question for you page listeners um.
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This is live chat.
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I did see the video and I recall it.
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I remember the video.
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My question for you is what club did you swing and how far did it go when you were checking in at Rogue?
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It was a really good looking swing.
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It was like that's an athlete.
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That's an athlete figure out how to upload uh, another one so we can get a swing analysis.
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But you guys, you guys carry the episode here for a minute yeah, I mean, I don't know, alex, the guy that was there was just try this one, try that one.
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I tried, uh, I think, an, I don't remember which one, though.
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And then I was like, can I just have a driver?
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Give me that, just give me that, let me swing it.
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I didn't get it very far.
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I think like 220, I think was my furthest.
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That's pretty fucking good.
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Yeah, I mean, when you watch some of the other girls swing in a club, it wasn't that great.
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No, yeah.
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In a club, it wasn't that great.
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No, yeah, I was like.
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I was like that was.
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That was a.
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That was a high level athlete who's never played golf before swinging a club and it was like she's like, she's like 70 of the way to a really good looking.
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Yeah, I actually thought I was better than jake.
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Jake marconi.
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We won't tell him that, though probably definitely.
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I'll tell honestly he's like locked knees and he didn't look like a golfer so his only?
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the only people that have taught him how to golf recently are matt o'keefe, who's a scratch golfer, uh, scott stallings, who is a pga tour golfer.
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Um.
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So I was like oh, so, like blank slate.
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And he's like, oh no, it was bad, I'm terrible.
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I was like oh shit.
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I should post those videos.
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Yeah, his knees were locked out.
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It was pretty bad.
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Yikes yeah.
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That's pretty much the extent of my life.
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Chat Right Just Scotland this week I said that's like the extent of my live chat right now, hey Hunter.
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You seeing this?
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Yeah, I got it.
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Pretty solid setup.
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Do a little wide for the leg.
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That's the one you told me to.
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Left arm yeah, I'll tell you the guy I work with I feed in quite a bit because it helps with rotation.
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So but I mean, bring my feet in quite a bit.
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It helps with rotation.
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I was trying to go slow-mo.
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Try to break this down.
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That's the one.
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You have a tiny bit over the top, but it looks like you didn't go too far, right it's nice and straight.
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Right elbow stays close.
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Paige, you got to.
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I was annoyed that I didn't get to step up.
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Yeah, I was going to say whenever full competitive Paige retires.
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I don't know she might come back out on a golf course.
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I feel like you would.
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You might enjoy it.
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I probably would.
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I don't know if I have the patience for all the small, like the tedious parts of it, but just I like the driving range I'll go to the driving range often if I have the time nice, how's your gonna chat?
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I talked about ways to like spend time with my brother and I'm like that would be probably the only way I could spend time with my brother Could you drink as many beers as him, though.
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Definitely not.
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Definitely not.
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I don't have a whole lot of life chat going on.
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It's the end of the golf season, which is sad you go to a simulator?
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Yeah, yeah.
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I've received a few gift cards from a couple of different folks, so I've slowly stockpiled a few dollars in simulator credit which will carry me through a couple of the winter months.
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simulator credit which will be, which will carry me through a couple of the the winter months.
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But uh, yeah, I asked for a putting mat for my birthday or christmas from santa claus and mom and brother so, uh, be able to get some short game practice dialed in.
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But nice, yeah, I had like $230 or some odd in shop credit so that I had to cook through by the end of the before the, before the course closed for the winter.
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So I've got a, got a 60 degree wedge waiting for me at a at none such.
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So I got to get a zip on over there at some point today.
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Might sneak in a couple of holes while I'm there, why not?
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Okay, what do I got?
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Um, I'll do, I'll do a meathead update and then I have one that's slightly serious, mostly just cute, um so my favorite day on project.
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I'm calling it project lollipops because two blues, two blue Razz blow pops goat candy of the nineties.
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So project lollipops.
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My favorite day on it is three by 10 strict press into six by 10 football bar bench.
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I just looked like someone sticks a needle in me and pumps me full air by strict press into six by 10 football bar bench.
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Um, I just looked like someone sticks a needle in me and pumps me full of air by the end of it.
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I fucking love it.
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Um, and I really thought that this was going to be the week that I had to end my linear progression with three by 10.
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And lo and behold, that's not the case.
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Had a little bit of candy on the airplane uh.
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D load last week.
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Yeah, I felt fucking fantastic.
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I will say, though I did not feel conditioned when I switched over to the football bar bench, but that's not like the most surprising thing in the world.
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What was the three by 10 weight you up to 185?
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No, probably not.
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What 185.
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Oh my God, if I could do 185.
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No god, 145.
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First of all, you guys don't know me at all.
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My 10 rep max and one rep max are 100 pounds apart.
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No, I'm up to like maybe 130 as like a top set something like that three by ten, yeah, I mean like the first set is always a joke, but the accumulation with strict press, just like adds up really fast like the.
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The third set's always challenging.
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Um, so I'm alive and well.
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Uh, I've got a.
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I've got a four by five this weekend.
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That could get a little iffy.
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That's probably starting to get up into like the one sixties which again, for my like pressing endurance, is not excellent, but I haven't had to turn around yet.
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And then I got a life lesson from my 18 month old son this morning.
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He is obsessed with buses, trucks, mail trucks, the mailman, and he has this like book series that he likes called the little blue truck, and my found one where the little blue truck becomes a bus.
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Um, so this morning I like was getting his breakfast ready.
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I'm like very regimented with him.
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Um, like a schedule works really well for a kid.
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They sleep better, they eat better, like if they sort of can predict what's going to happen.
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So I'm super regimented with him.
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But I think you can like overdo it.
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So I'm like making his breakfast running a little bit late this morning and I couldn't really like hear him or see him and I was like what's going on here, like he's at the age now where that's not like the biggest deal.
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But I peeked around the corner and he was sitting there with the book.
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So I was like oh, a little blue truck.
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And he starts laughing but then like clearly wants me to read it to him.
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So he walks over, hands me the book and if I'm doing something else, I'll just like set the book up on the ground so he can like look at it and whatever.
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And he looks at me and he goes sit and he walks back into the living room and sits down on this mini couch that he has and it's like padding next to it.
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So I like walked over and sat down and read him the whole book yeah, basically, and it was just like the moment of like you got to fucking take it easy, guy.
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This is the little blue truck in the bus.
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We got to read this right now, like you don't need to make my breakfast.
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The breakfast is going to be waiting for five minutes.
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It's this right now, like you don't need to make my breakfast.
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The breakfast is going to be waiting five minutes.
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It's not a big deal, yeah so lovely little life lesson from a 18 month old child.
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Wait, so he's.
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We got first words then, clearly, or was sit his first word?
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He, uh, speaks like a two and a half or three year old.
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He's been talking for a while.
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He's like put together sentences and can fucking count and yeah he, he's a little little, fucking brainiac.
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His doctor was like holy shit nice.
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Yeah, what was his first word?
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or his first words that's what we call.
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That's what we call nice yeah oh, that's so cute yeah, he is.
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He like bubba, tate, tate and hanky are like like, those were like mostly his first words he did say mama before data, but if you enunciate anything, he will say it back to you any word.
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It's fucking crazy and it's.
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It was weird at first because, like he, wasn't walking over here.
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Come here, smart ass, we'll play a game, thank you.
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Thank you, so smart.
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So yeah he's a big talker, big language guy.
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All right, let's talk rogue invitational.
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Um.
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There's no way that you're listening to this podcast and don't know what that was or the fact that page just went to the rogue invitational um.
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But I think when we have an experience like that, especially when there's just not man, this sport is just so weird.
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With the amount of opportunities you get on a year-to-year basis to go do something like that, it's kind of crazy, um.
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So things that happen there and the way that we prepare for them and execute are really top of mind when we do get the opportunity to go and do an event like that.
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So I want to kind of break down sort of the way that you execute page, the way that you think about things.
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But I think the first question is just like how was it?
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Like, what was your experience like?
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I've been to Rogue this year and last year.
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Last year I kind of got a last minute opportunity.
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This year I earned the invite competing at the games and it's just top notch, like they think about almost everything and just all the situations that might occur.
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Obviously there's some where it's, you know, really unprecedented.
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You might not really expect.
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You know the injuries that happen there, but they're always willing to adapt and change on the fly, which most events aren't that ready and prepared to go, and they just spoil you.
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They spoil the shit out of you and it's just.
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They make you feel special, they make you feel like an athlete and that's really what you want.
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Like you, you want to go and compete and that's exactly what you get and it's well delivered there.
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There's also like it's in the rogue way, though, like it's not pomp and circumstance.
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Their judging standards are so straightforward, like they don't over complicate things, like just the example that comes to mind, um the guy who I think his name is rob yeah um, the guy who sort of runs that side of things for the competition just has a matter of fact way, I think he's Scottish right, didn't he?
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say he's either.
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Yeah, he's like basically like what we want to say at briefings, like do the movement?
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That's it.
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Like that's all I'm asking you to do.
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Like they did at Hunter, they did a wall walk complex where you would wall walk into two wall facing handstand pushups and then walk back down.
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And that was a single rep and he's just like we want you to have to move through the range of motion and have to come up and down, but like I don't care when your feet come down, I don't care when your hands come down.
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You're up on the wall and then your hands are in front of the line.
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Done, you can't somersault off the wall you can't cartwheel off the wall like and he's like when you're going, like it's going to be the same amount of work for you.
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Same concept like I want your hands here and I want to want you to walk yourself up the wall.
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Like and I think that's like that about a few different.
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That's such a missing like thing from so many competitions, even like the open.
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Does that remember the year we had, like the the bar facing burpee fiasco of like people screenshotting like?
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one and a half foot off the ground it's like well, like why are?
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why do we have these standards that are just like they're not?
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Not only are they impossible to objectively measure, but they don't fucking matter.
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Like the person who's gonna do a burpee that they step over the barbell is in no danger of winning the competition.
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Right, the fittest person is going to jump over the bar.
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Same thing with, like the wall facing handstand.
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It's like I'm not trying to see if both of your hands get over the line before a foot touches the ground.
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Like because that doesn't fucking matter.
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Like climb up the wall, touch your head to the mat twice, come come back down.
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Like don't don't somersault Like that's so easy, yeah, and there's different ways to do things right, like that allows an athlete to kind of express themselves, um, with hitting specific points of performance and that's all they're looking for, um, so I think that that helps the sport kind of move the needle, because it's letting athletes be athletic in places that having too much of a standard doesn't allow for.
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I think at the high level, to, like the devil's advocate, could be like oh, you're basically putting your job as the event organizer, your responsibility, onto the athlete, and I don't think that's the case.
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Your responsibility onto the athlete.
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And I don't think that's the case.
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I think it's like respectful to say to you guys, like you know what you're doing better than anyone else in the whole world, like if you're going to do it wrong, we're going to notice, the judges are going to notice, but like you didn't really hear much.
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Um, I do know that on the wall walk handstand pushup one, wall walk handstand push-up one there was one judge that I won't get into it but made some very uh expensive no reps happen and they actually said to the athlete I'm going to be very strict before the event.
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So they knew and it's like a handstand push-up is a fucking handstand push-up there's nothing that you could do in a handstand.
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Push up, especially wall face.
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It's so hard to keep your head behind your arms yes impossible right and I saw the athlete do the movement.
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I didn't watch their whole workout because I was watching page, but like I saw enough of it to know that they never would have had a no rep, so like that there are still some people who can spoil stuff.
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But overall, just when it gets simplified in that way and it's just like go do your thing, it just like it sets the tone for the whole weekend.
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Yeah it does.
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It also makes it easier on the judges too, and it's like right.
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The last thing you want is to be a judge who has like a checklist of 47 things you have to look for to make sure the rep counts.
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And it's like no wonder judges give out bullshit, no reps.
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And then pressure, and then the judge doesn't want to do that anymore.
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It's like, um, all right, so we have resources on misfit athletics website for how to taper for a competition.
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Um, we sort of we let all all of our remote coaches know how we like to do it.
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But then there's the actual execution at a high level.
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How do you taper and how do you think about tapering like from a, from kind of an execution and mindset standpoint?
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are we talking like the full week of tapering or like the full weeks of progression?
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Um, no, I would say Like the up in volume, down in volume.
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Yeah, there's definitely a piece of like when we are programming for Paige.
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As she gets closer, we're intensity over volume for sure, but then that transitions over into a taper and I'm just wondering how you think about that.
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I think for me it's keeping the intensity up in the, in the Metcons and the intervals or the bitch work, um again.
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But the intensity, I think, starts to shift more into the focus of, like, making sure I'm I'm taking care of the recovery side of it and, um, making sure my routines are well established and consistent.
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And a taper week is just.
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I really want to feel good that week and I'm going to take the extra time that I'm not training and put it in towards recovery.
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Or maybe I have time to go to physical therapy an extra day or go for a massage, things like that.
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So it's more about making sure that I'm in tune with my body and feeling good, um and same with my headspace.
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You swap out movements at all, Like if you were looking at a triplet and it had skiing in it and you were like eh.
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I'm going to do echo bike, or is it just like still just execute on what's in the sheet?
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Usually it's communicating with your game.
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Sure yeah yeah, because I know some athletes like I want you to like what you're doing this week, so if there's anything you want to swap, go for it.
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But most athletes that I work with are the type who will be like can I row?
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It's like, yes, you can fucking row.
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Yeah, I like more of like a collaborative thought with it.
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I think I didn't used to be like that, but I think now, especially with having been through enough injuries where I've had to make so many adjustments, it's making sure that I'm on the same page with who I'm working with and communicating from there.
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So, um, like you had said, uh, when I was doing like my primer day, you know, make sure movements just feel good.
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If it's not something that you want, you can swap it out for a different machine.
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Um, but typically, um, I'll stick with what's in there, because I know that what's in there has the right intention of what I'm like, what we're trying to get.
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Um, so I usually don't have a problem there, but I would still prefer the collaborative approach, even if it's the week in advance, like a couple of days beforehand, um, so there's not like a tie up in time and not being able to communicate, especially with the time difference especially with the time difference.
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Do you, um, have you ever felt bad in a taper week?
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Have you ever felt bad like like, oh, I just, like you know, I'm coming kind of back down the volume mountain where you're not maybe feeling so great but like hey, we're getting kind of close to game day and I'm still not feeling great.
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Have have you ever experienced that?
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And how do you handle?
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Like you kind of trust, like, okay, my body will feel better by game day.
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You know, how do you kind of mentally deal with that when your body maybe is like, am I fucking ready to compete or am I, am I still in the, in the danger zone here?
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Yeah, I actually, um, the week before the games, before getting out there, I had really really bad training and like I was crying about it and I was, I was mostly just kind of being in my own head about it.
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And then I was talking to Drew and I was like I just don't feel good.
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He's like I don't think you remember that this happens every time.
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This is how you guys always feel and it's just the recovery and and more of the anticipation of the competition that's about to begin, um, and then, honestly, it just takes a lot of trust in his word and trust in my training to go out and execute.
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You know, whether it's the week of a competition and it's Monday, or it's primer day the day before Um, I think it's more of just having faith in your training and trusting the process of of feeling a little beat up but at the same time, feeling prepared.
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Um, I don't think I've ever been at a point where I feel so wrecked that I'm not going to be able to perform.